Nah... That's horseshit... I won't be new anything. Unless Depression, and Anxiety just decides to fly the coop at midnight, I'll be mostly the same. I am trying a more positive outlook, and pushing myself harder than I ever have before.
School starts in 7 days... Orientation is in 2... I'm scared, and jittery, but that's good... Right? It means I'm doing something out of my comfort zone. And that's what this is all about. Pushing against the boundaries of what I can do, and see if we can set some new boundaries.
As for tonight. New Year's Eve... CoriMonster's and my 5th NYE together. Seems like both millions, and the first, at the same time. Weird... lol.
Shrimp rings are defrosting on the dining room table, the sandwich platter with olives is in the fridge with the fruit tray, champagne is chilling, and 40 Creek Cream Liquor is as well, Chocolate Milk is getting cold as well. Everything should be good for after hockey tonight, probably lie in bed and watch some Netflix until midnight, then we'll get our calls from Cori's mom, and sister, and I'll get texts from assorted friends. We'll toast the new year, with an eye on moving forward.
Another year in the books.
2018 was not a great year. It was frustration, and set backs. But... We're still here... Still plugging away at stuff, still pushing forward.
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