Not going to lie. Given my upbringing (such as it was) I really don't enjoy Christmas. Part of that is also my anxiety and depression, I'm sure. I like giving gifts, and watching them be opened. But, honestly, receiving gifts is hard for me. I never know how to not awkwardly accept them. Is that weird?
Going through some hockey withdrawal. OHL starts up again Dec 28, and our next home game is Dec 31, Cori's and my 5th New Year's Eve together. Seems both forever ago, and just yesterday.
Getting ready to go spend the evening with family. It's not really my jam, but Cori loves it. She doesn't get to see her dad anywhere near enough. Not 100% my fault, but I would bet that I am part of it. Tomorrow is Cori's mom's side of the family. I'm going to be drained to the point it will take a couple of days before I'm back to 100%. Better be ready and energized by Jan 2. School orientation, and I need to be alive and well for it. School itself actually starts Jan 7. Yikes.
Informal journaling is kind of weird. But it is what it is...
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